Thursday, June 10, 2004

The day before went to break, saw ron. Hmmm, actually looking at him now, I don rilly dislike him anymore. I may look like I don like him, but actually, theres nothing to hate him abt. Think there wasn’t ever any reason anyway. But still, theres this feeling of stranger-ness, heh, cant explain it either.

This few days at esplanade keep talking cock with jarel. He wasn’t this irritating last time, haha, hope hes not trying to conceal something by putting up a false front. But still the face is ‘fan’ enough, haha. Kiding la.

Breaking is fun, hope I get to improve daily, den it will be better and better. That days I crouch in five rds I think, damn shiok the feeling. For the first time, I could feel that I was in control of my headspins when letting go. But tapping a little deproved liao. Dino say my back too slouched when tapping, so now learning to tap with back straighten, quite happy when jinhan said that my tapping not bad, haha. Thanks la, jinhan, u make me feel that my efforts never go to waste. We must pia flare together la. Next time u come down to esplanade, I sure can flare 5 rds one lo, haha, so u must jiayou oso la. And pass ur class 3 for christ’s sake, lol.

Zzz. Thinking of her. Don ask me which her, I don know myself. Lifes a fucking irony~

gilbert at 7:26 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}